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I try not to take zzzquil for one night and end up crying thinking about how badly I just want my husband to hold me.


Note to self: crying doesn’t make you weak

The good news is that my mouth hasn’t really been bothering me today. The bad news is that I got another notice on our door for the window people to come back? Like??? It’s so hard for me to move Gimli’s cage so I hope this is it. The last time I got bruises on my legs and my little t-rex arms were sore for a few days. It should be the last time though. I noticed that they didn’t replace the top part of one of the windows so maybe they just didn’t have everything they needed that day or something.

It felt good to ship Dereck’s care packages and know what I was doing. I had everything ready when I got there. I didn’t need help. One day I’ll be old enough to feel that way about almost every “grown up” thing there is to do and that makes me happy. I might be nervous the first time I have to do something new, especially by myself, but so far I’ve always taken care of the things I needed to and learned. I just have to remember that when I need to get my birth control out and go to the DMV by myself in a few months. I’ve pretty much always had to figure things out on my own but I’m still here.

Scarlett Johansson in Under the Skin (2013) 


A family on the log (by Tambako the Jaguar)

I seriously can’t believe this is the guy I gave my virginity to.